Dye Test - January
The day of my dye test Trevor was out of town, so my mom took me. I was so scared! When we got to the hospital they said that my mom couldn't come in with me. So I went into this big room with an X-Ray and layed down. Dr. Cardoso asked if I took two advil before coming, then began the process. At first, I was thinking this isn't so bad....then all of a sudden it hit me hard. I wanted to kick and crawl into a ball, the pain was bad. Then after a while it felt more like really bad period pains. I remember Dr. Cardoso coming and talking to me and saying something about tube being blocked and I started to cry. I really wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I remember him coming over and giving me a hug and saying don't worry you will have triplets. I walked out feeling like death and looked at my mom and began to cry.
The rest of the day it felt like I was on the worse day ever of my period. The cramps were pretty bad and I just felt like crap. I wanted Trevor to come home and I wanted to tell him I was sorry.
So many emotions ran through my head.....This is all my fault.....I'm such a bad wife.....my job as a wife is to make babies......why me?.....what did I do wrong?
I'M SO SORRY TREVOR!
The rest of the day it felt like I was on the worse day ever of my period. The cramps were pretty bad and I just felt like crap. I wanted Trevor to come home and I wanted to tell him I was sorry.
So many emotions ran through my head.....This is all my fault.....I'm such a bad wife.....my job as a wife is to make babies......why me?.....what did I do wrong?
I'M SO SORRY TREVOR!
Dr. Cardoso - February
We met with Cardoso and he suggested we have laparoscopy surgery to unblock fallopian tubes. The test results show that I have two blocked tubes. We could give this a try because as it stands my tubes were blocked and we wouldn't be able to have kids. The waiting begins......cause there is nothing we can do till we have this surgery.
- He also send a request to see the doctor in Saskatoon for in vitro. We later get a letter in the mail that it is a year wait list to get an appointment with the doctor.
- He also send a request to see the doctor in Saskatoon for in vitro. We later get a letter in the mail that it is a year wait list to get an appointment with the doctor.
Adoption
Fill in our forms for adoption. They tell us 5-8 year waiting list! Trevor and I want to open up all our options. We want a big family and it doesn't matter how that family comes to be.
A good friend of mine Cassie once said a family is created by the heart! Trevor and I have lot's of love to give!
A good friend of mine Cassie once said a family is created by the heart! Trevor and I have lot's of love to give!
Blood work
Endless trips for blood work need to be done....Did I mention that I HATE Needles!!!!! LOL!
Surgery - October
October 13th 2010 - I go in to have my tubes unblocked. I remember going into the day surgery unit, I was so worried about being put under and feeling pain. I met with the doctors and nurses and they talked me through the procedure and what to expect. As they rolled me down the hallway, I had to let go of Trevors hand and head into the unknow. When I got into the operation room a nurse name Amy met me along with other and Doctor Cardoso, they asked me a few question and moved me onto another bed.They inserted some cold feeling medicine into my veins, I could feel my arm get colder. It wasn't freezing just cool. They then put a mask on my face and ask me to close my eyes and count to 10.
The next thing I remember is waking up in the surgery unit and Trevor being by my side. I wasn' uncomfortable just sleepy and drunk feeling. Once I went to the bathroom and could walk around somewhat, they said I could leave. We didn't drive all the way back to our motorhome at the lake, we ended up staying at my parents house since they were away. I was off work for a week and a half. The first few days it was hard to walk around and had some sharp pains in my tummy.
The next thing I remember is waking up in the surgery unit and Trevor being by my side. I wasn' uncomfortable just sleepy and drunk feeling. Once I went to the bathroom and could walk around somewhat, they said I could leave. We didn't drive all the way back to our motorhome at the lake, we ended up staying at my parents house since they were away. I was off work for a week and a half. The first few days it was hard to walk around and had some sharp pains in my tummy.